4 Weeks Day 4

Only 249 Days To Go!

Updates: I am so tired I went to bed at 8:30pm two days in a row.

Thoughts: I wish I could tell people...but not my family. I am terrified of telling them! I've played it out a thousand times in my head already, and it's not good! I wish I could just send them an email so I didn't have to see their facial reactions. We are getting my mom a picture of the ultrasound framed with a beautiful poem about how much the baby already loves her. I'm hoping that she has time to read it before she becomes too upset about the idea that I'm too young to have a baby. We are telling my husbands family the weekend after we get the ultrasound (which is on November 17) we got my mother in law this shirt:

I am very excited about this because I know she will be excited, this is her first grandchild and she's already expressed her idea that having children young is okay.

We are waiting to tell my family until Christmas Eve, I can only hope that my opinion is completely wrong that they will be upset, I just have to keep telling myself that what is right for one person is not always right for someone else. My sister waited until she was thirty to have her first baby but that doesn't work for my husband and I, this is what we want and this is how were going to do it!